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ibb eu dunch o my name,scram outa here:)i'm a bballer, im not as ruf as eu think :X... i can be kind at times but let me warn eu obb mii temper... its bad... ibb i ever ofended eu,im really sowwie:'(

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

life's gonna be miserable 4 me till dunno wen !(mayb till end of sec 1,if i wont be in the same class as my classmates.....) jeff & derlin have talk to me agn BUT still i think they hate me, I NOE THAT JEFF STILL HATES ME but i dunch noe about derlin... as in the past, he cracks his jokes wif me agn though his jokes sometimes hurts me ,i jz tel myself : ignore them, they jz wan to hav fun,let them have fun, dun ruin their mood agn...
wonder wad i'm thinking of , this is it - "EILEEN, YOU SUCK BIG TIME !!!"
Each dae for me gonna be worse,worser,worst of all !!! i'm beginning to hate my class, seriously hate my class but i love all my qanns dat always comfort me wen i nid some comfort :) exp. pheobe, varrick, casper(though he's not in my class larx).... LOVE EM ALWAES :)
todae quarreled wif litian & yuye... just becuz i dun wan to ask jeff hu he currently likes, gawsh! wad a lame reason to just disown me, i dun giv a damn about u 2 disowning, i wont die without the 2 of u as my qanns(: i have my own life all i nid is my family & my other qanns ,of cz my fwens osho larh... y ppl care 4 miie?? am i worth it???
thinking of the love & caring my qanns ,teachers, family, fwens showered on miie, i feel lyk cryiing... im thinking dat im worthless yet there still many out dere hu really cares 4 me & showers their love on miie, im giving myself up just because a small reason, i'm not strong enuf in my heart... unlyk 1 of my gorr, though he's small in size & not very strong on the outside, he's really strong on the inside :)
i really wan to change my attitude but, its been wif me for years, trying to change it will be awkward... though i really want to change ( cz somebody jz hate me cz of my attitude)!!!! i seriously want to change, i shall try again & again till i change my attitude... i noe it sucks cz it REALLY DOES SUCK....

how i wish you were by my side, jeff, for your sake, i'll change my attitude cz i love you
3 words, 8 letters,1 meaning ....

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