Friday, February 09, 2007
08.02.2007Things happen so sudden... quarreled wif litian & yuye *roll eyes* they gave me a lame reason to quarrel lorz, jz bcz i dun wana ask jeff hu he currently likes, they noe i quarreled wif him & we seldom talk larh!dhn they ask me so sudden ask him this kinda question....dhn wad lorz, the next dae litian damn A.P. she go bang pheobe jz bcz i hang out wif her.... =.= dhn i gt nth to do marhs dhn i tel myself, since she wan play dhn i play wif her lorx i walk walk walk dhn i elbow her dhn bang her , wakaka<>dhn .....yuye: not happy wan fight ar?me: scared you ar?! yuye: aft sch larhs, we got chap wan hor...me: stop your freaking crapping lurhs... so fake lorz... ON! aft sch fight lor...*roll eyes*yuye: kaobei derx, litian i ask my stead to call his fwens comelitian: i also call my stead & his fwens... dhn i go in class bang here bang dere, i was damn ANGRY lorz !!!! they damn kaobei lorx, say wad i copy them say 'on'.... they damn bullshit larhs!!! they got chap i bo chap meh ?! i ask some1 in my class & another fwen go help me ask the leaders whether yuye & litian gt chap not dhn kaobei lorx, dun hav such ppl in da gang grp lorx !!!!!!!! SO FAKE SO FAKE SO FAKE !!!! THEY SO FAKE LORX....during class ask my fwens dat i chap wif to come dhn stay around my sch dhn once i sms em dhn they will come out ... dhn litian yuye nvr ask ppl come lorx, they humji lorx, still say i ran away... i strollled all the way to the katong flora dere dhn turn back cz hp was left in class... walking back dat time, still no signs of her fcuking fwenz... still sae i ran away, THEY HUMJI lorx!!!! walk into the sch dhn lazy to walk up the stairs. i saw ajay dhn i ask him help mke go up, dhn he so helpful , ask me take his bag dhn he ran all the way up help me take :) dhn we walk together to bus stop dhn take bus together :) i want ask him be my gorr, i no interest in him ... we shared some secrets in da bus lorx =X after that went to corale primary see my hgs 07' seniors but some unhappy incident happened... wad i can only say ish - DAT PASIR RIS PRIMARY TEACHER GT ATTITUDE PROBLEM LORX !!!! SUCHA SUCKER !!!!KNNBCHB !!!!!! dhn rush down to bedok swimming complex.... took mrt to bedok dhn took a taxi cz i lazy ... the cost was suppose to be $4.50($2.50+$2.00) but the taxi uncle very kind sae jz pay $2.50 cn lerx (: reach dere dhn meet casper gorr,his fwen (i dunno his name ...), valentina & natalie... treat casper gorr , valentina mummy & casper's fwen to ribena freeze.... dhn walk wif em to bus stop... dat mummy hor, ask her let miie try den sae she only share wif guys LOL!!! dhn i took a sip frm casper gorr's drink dhn dat mummy nonsense sae we 2 .... !!!!!!! aft casper & his fwen board the bus & mummy walk to mrt station, i go meet natalie dhn go home wif her :)09.02.2007sianx, 2dae no quarrel nth, i cant be bothered wif em lerx, i cant stop em from doing anything so ignored em.... didnt tok to pheobe they all oso... i 2dae whole dae hang out wif the guai guai.... seems dat i didnt sae as much vulgar as when i hang out wif THOSE ppl ... i think i said larhs but lesser lorx, my fwen say i 2dae very guai.... dotx -_-'' after school , i went to parkway to meet athena, dhn she was late marhx, so i go to pp dhn decided to go toilet... walk to the toilet, dhn suddenly a familiar voice called my name, i turned back and i saw AYUNI (my sayang, lorbe her loads !!!!) sucha coincidence lor, we hugged each other as usual, dhn go to the toilet together( nt the same cubicle of cz !) dhn after dat go mini toons, bot athena's vdae present dhn gave her today cz i cant bring it home=X dhn ,meet athena @ mac dhn meet ms julee @ mph dhn walk here walk der, dhn miss julee treat us mac (: dhn meet ethel...... aft a while athena had to go 4 her cca dhn me, athel, ayuni & miss julee walked to HGS :) went there 4 ??? i oso dunno lehs =.= .... dhn i go help mdm to wif the shot putt for topaz, i betrayed ruby... but i noe ruby will WIN !!!!! CHAMPS IN MY HEART !!!!!jia you jia you! i lazy to blog lerx, lata mite be goin to ECP aft my parents slp to meet ethel :) nite nites for wadever reason that you hate me... i will try to change... i'm trying my best to change my attitude dhn u dun lyk i hope you will accept me after i change my attitude ... i love you even more every single day... will be waitong for you :)
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
life's gonna be miserable 4 me till dunno wen !(mayb till end of sec 1,if i wont be in the same class as my classmates.....) jeff & derlin have talk to me agn BUT still i think they hate me, I NOE THAT JEFF STILL HATES ME but i dunch noe about derlin... as in the past, he cracks his jokes wif me agn though his jokes sometimes hurts me ,i jz tel myself : ignore them, they jz wan to hav fun,let them have fun, dun ruin their mood agn...
wonder wad i'm thinking of , this is it - "EILEEN, YOU SUCK BIG TIME !!!"
Each dae for me gonna be worse,worser,worst of all !!! i'm beginning to hate my class, seriously hate my class but i love all my qanns dat always comfort me wen i nid some comfort :) exp. pheobe, varrick, casper(though he's not in my class larx).... LOVE EM ALWAES :)
todae quarreled wif litian & yuye... just becuz i dun wan to ask jeff hu he currently likes, gawsh! wad a lame reason to just disown me, i dun giv a damn about u 2 disowning, i wont die without the 2 of u as my qanns(: i have my own life all i nid is my family & my other qanns ,of cz my fwens osho larh... y ppl care 4 miie?? am i worth it???
thinking of the love & caring my qanns ,teachers, family, fwens showered on miie, i feel lyk cryiing... im thinking dat im worthless yet there still many out dere hu really cares 4 me & showers their love on miie, im giving myself up just because a small reason, i'm not strong enuf in my heart... unlyk 1 of my gorr, though he's small in size & not very strong on the outside, he's really strong on the inside :)
i really wan to change my attitude but, its been wif me for years, trying to change it will be awkward... though i really want to change ( cz somebody jz hate me cz of my attitude)!!!! i seriously want to change, i shall try again & again till i change my attitude... i noe it sucks cz it REALLY DOES SUCK....
how i wish you were by my side, jeff, for your sake, i'll change my attitude cz i love you
3 words, 8 letters,1 meaning ....
10:08 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
i think i've not bloged 4 at least a week, i have been busy shopping for vdae presents :) i dun hav valentine larx &&& FYI, LIM QIAO XIAN, i really single, no stead,sho dun think wai wai kaes? i very guai derx*puking* hahaha, ib i guai the guai gias in the world are super nerd parent's child liaox *lolx* toking about my school life now.... failed math test, failed history test... sianz, i suck at studying lorx... quarreled wif jeff & derlin, its bcz of my bladdy temper lorx... feel sho guilty, but they just won't 4gib me.i seriously noe its my fault, i cud hav avoided this... itried changing my temper but nothing seems to work, pls try to tolerate my temper kae???i'll try agn to change .... i'm really sowwie ib i realy ofended eu ... =(
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